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Sins of the Mother - African American Version (Falling Petals)



A One Act Play for Five  African American Women.


By


Tony Devaney Morinelli


 

This piece examines alcoholism and the barriers it creates in an African American family.

Two maiden daughters are trapped at home with their alcoholic mother where  bitterness and resentment replace love and understanding.  Inheritors of their grandmothers sin the two daughters seek their redemption.


 

Language: Language may be the most difficult part of this piece. Among the African-American population there are distinct speech patterns.  The older women in this piece may speak with a dialect closer to North Carolina.  The two younger women will have Northern influences in their speech.  Pink, the elder daughter will make every effort to speak in the most unaccented way. This text makes no pretense as to the exact distinctions in African-American language but there are passages where the instructions are "with attitude."  Such passages assume an understanding on the part of the actor and director. The essential necessity is how these distinctions are used and the intrinsic value they have within the community.

 

 

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The Sins of the Mother

Mariah (the mother)

Pink (the elder daughter)

Rose (the younger daughter)

Aunt Bessie (Mariah’s sister)

Grandmother (a vision)

 

THE SET: A faded living room. A large worn armchair center stage.  The chair has a pillow and a coverlet.  In front of  the chair, a small coffee table.  To one side a small couch to the other a small chair.  A sideboard with side cabinets is to the left. There is a 1950's (or earlier) style record player.  Near it a table  To the right is a dark area with a chair where the GRANDMOTHER remains throughout.  (the GRANDMOTHER may also be placed far upstage behind a black scrim.)

 

IMPORTANT STAGING NOTE: All soliloquies are delivered out to the audience.

 

 

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The Scene

 

The row homes of

South Philadelphia,  

1956

Interior

 

 (Pink is about the room puffing pillows, fixing things.  On the sideboard are a birthday cake and a present. Pink finishes the wrapping on a package as she looks in the side board drawer for a box of candles she calls:)

 

PINK: (to herself) Where are those candles?

 (to Rose) Rose!

Rose!

(to herself) I know I put them in here somewhere.

(again, to Rose.) Hey!

Rose!

 

ROSE: (In the vestibule[1] at the door.) Just a minute I can’t hear you!

 

PINK: What?

 

ROSE: I can’t hear you!

            I’m getting the mail.

 

PINK: Rose!

 

(To herself)  Where did they get to?

 

            (Pause)

            Rose! 

            Rose!

            I know I put them in here. 

            Rose,

            Rose?

            (Pink unlocks one of the side doors of the cabinet. 

            She moves out some liquor bottles, puts them on top of the sideboard.)

            I bet she moved them.

             (She rummages in the cabinet then returns the bottles and relocks the cabinet.)

 

ROSE: I said I can’t hear you.

            (Coming in from the hall.) 

            Why must you always shout from the other room?

            You’re just like her. 

            Always shouting.

            Can't you speak in a normal voice?

            You're not on the farm.

 

PINK: (with disdain.) The farm.....

            (semi beat)

            I wasn’t shouting.

            I just wanted you to hear me.

 

ROSE: You're just like her. 

            Always shouting.

            Some tar-heel farm hand,,,

 

PINK: I wasn't shouting,

            And,  I’m not like her.

            And we're not on a farm....

            (beat)

            (Composing herself.) 

             I didn’t know where you were.

            (semi beat - changes the topic.)

            Have you seen the box of candles

            The box of candles I put in here?

 

ROSE: Did you look under the table cloths?  

            I was getting the mail.

 

PINK: The mail ... 

            Did anything come for me?

            (She pokes her fingers into the mail that Rose carries.)

 

ROSE: (thumbing through.)

            Water bill,

            (semi beat)

            (examining a piece of junk mail.)

            Junk!

            (Semi-beat)

            here ...

            this is yours. 

            (beat)

            Have you been payin' the waterbill?

 

PINK: It's taken care of.

 

ROSE: (She holds the letter with curiosity.)

            (with attitude)

            This sure ain't no bill..

            What's this?

            (semi beat)

            "Westchester Teachers' College?" 

            (semi)

            What's this?

 

PINK: Nothing.

            (She grabs the letter) 

            It’s for me.  

 

ROSE: ( with attitude) What you doin' with some college?

 

PINK: It doesn’t concern you.

             (Beat)

Where are those candles?

 

ROSE: (repeating with emphasis and attitude.)

            What you mean- "doesn't concern me?"

 

PINK: You heard me.

            It doesn't concern you.

 

ROSE: (with more attitude.)

            Well, pardon me, miss college girl...

 

PINK: Where are the candles?

 

ROSE:  Did you look under the table cloths?

            (semi beat)

            You still haven't answered my question.

 

PINK: And I'm not going to.

            (semi beat.)

            They’re not in here.

            (Flustered, annoyed.) 

            Are you sure you didn’t move them?

            (As she rummages through the cabinet she leaves the letter on the sideboard.)

 

ROSE: (Rose looks in the drawer, lifts the table cloths and pulls out the box of candles.)

            (Almost to herself but enough for her sister to hear.)

            You are just like her.

            (beat)

            (aloud)

            Whaddaya call these?

            (semi) 

            Things don’t go your way and you get all hyper.

 

PINK: I’m not hyper. 

            You just can’t seem to keep anything in order around here.

 

ROSE: (with attitude.) What you talkin'  'bout with them candles...

            (reverting to standard language.)

            They were right where they always are.

 

PINK: But this drawer is such a mess

            you can’t find anything.

 

ROSE: Don’t look at me. 

            I didn’t leave it that way.

            You know who’s always rummaging through the cabinets.

            Looking for her key. 

            Told you not to hide the key. 

            She'd wreck the whole room to find it.

            More trouble than it’s worth.

            (beat)

            And I still want to know what that college business is.

 

PINK:  None of your business....!

 

ROSE: (crossing her arms across her chest and raising her nose  She takes on an "attitude"..)

            Well, ok, - "none of my business..." Miss college!

            (semi-beat)

            And anyway, I didn't leave this drawer like this. 

            When she gets on a binge

            She can ransack the whole room.

 

PINK:  Don't start with that ROSE.

            (Pink breaths her annoyance and redirects the subject.)

             Do you want to call her in now?

 

ROSE: (folding to her sister.) I suppose.

            I'll get her,

            But, I really don’t see the purpose.

 

PINK: Ya know,

            For once ....

            Just for once,

            can you just do something without a comment?

 

ROSE: Well, she messed up those drawers.

 

PINK:  Who am I talking to....?

            Did you hear what I just said?

            (semi-beat)

            Just do what I asked you,....

            (Beat)

 

ROSE:  Why do you keep it in the house anyway? 

 

PINK:  Whaddya mean, why do I keep it in the house?

 

ROSE: Exactly what I said.

            Why do you keep it in the house?

 

PINK: For company.

 

ROSE: Company? 

            (semi-beat)

            What company?

 

PINK: You never know. 

            You should always be ready to offer something to company.....

           

ROSE: Company? 

            You expecting someone? 

            (semi beat)

            Oh, ..... you mean like the guy you had here couple weeks ago?

            (semi- beat)

            He coming back for another visit?

            Still expecting him?

 

PINK: That’s not necessary....

 

ROSE: Neither is having  ...

 

PINK: Why must you make an argument of everything?

 

ROSE: I’m not arguing,

            I’m just saying.

 

PINK: Well, don’t say.

            And besides,

            Sometimes,

            Sometimes, it helps sometimes to keep her home.

 

ROSE: Only in a snowstorm. 

            And the boys down the Big Bamboo wouldn’t know what to do without her.

 

PINK: Can you have a little respect, please.

            And instead of spending your time with useless comments you could be helping me         

            get things together.

 

ROSE: I don’t know why you bother. 

            You know she’s going to make a fuss.

 

PINK: And she'd make a worse fuss if we don’t. 

 

ROSE: Some fusses are worse than others.   

            (beat) 

             You didn’t answer my question. 

            (She picks up the letter from the sideboard.)

             What’s in this letter?

 

PINK: It’s addressed to me. 

            Not you. 

            (She grabs the letter back.) 

 

ROSE: OK,

            take it. 

            I was just curious.

 

PINK: You don’t have to know everything.

 

ROSE: I was just asking a simple question.

 

PINK: And I’m giving you a simple answer.

 

ROSE: Touchy aren’t we. 

            Must be important. 

 

PINK: Can we just drop this please? 

            (Beat)  

            Is she awake?

 

ROSE: Don't know.

 

PINK:  What time did she come back?

 

ROSE: She was home just before you came in.

             Just before six.

            (Points to the letter in Pink’s hand.)

            And I’m just curious, that’s all.

 

PINK: Will you stop with the letter? 

            Was she feeling well when she came in?

 

ROSE: Feeling well?

 

PINK: Was she?

 

ROSE: Was she what?

 

PINK: Feeling well.

 

ROSE: Well enough to find her way home.

            Better than last Thursday.

 

PINK: No need to bring that up again.

 

ROSE: It’s a long walk from The Big Bamboo.

 

PINK: Why must you be so sarcastic?

 

ROSE: It’s not sarcasm. 

            It’s an honest appraisal.

 

PINK: There you go again.

 

ROSE: Come off it, Pinky.

 

PINK: See if she’s awake yet.

 

ROSE: (to herself) Little Miss Perfect. 

            Livin in her Happy Town dreams.

            (Rose picks up a little vase with a plastic flower and moves it to the small table in front of the chair.)

            (Goes to the bedroom door and listens.)

            I hear moving around in there. 

            She’s awake.

            (Pause)

 

PINK: Should we wait until Aunt Bessie is here? 

            (Pink fusses about the table settings.) 

            I wanted to wait for her.

 

ROSE: Why? 

            All she’ll do is talk about aches and pains and tell mom how bad she looks.

 

PINK: She’s still her sister.

 

ROSE: Who keeps telling her that she looks like death?

 

PINK: That’s just her way.

 

ROSE: She’s annoying. 

            Always pushin Ma around.

            Always one uppin her.

 

PINK: It’s just her way.

 

ROSE: Just her way?

 

PINK: Just the way some people are.

 

ROSE:  Ya know, you got a lot of her in you too. 

 

PINK: Aunt Bessie..

 

ROSE: Who'm I talkin' about?

 

PINK: I do not. 

 

ROSE: Yeh, you do.

 

PINK: I’m not like her at all.

 

ROSE: She’ll come trippin in here with her little hat,

            and little white gloves

            and little purse

            like she’s miss society. 

            Who she think she’s kidding?

 

PINK: What are you talking about? 

            I don’t wear gloves.

 

ROSE: That’s not the point. 

            You’re always trying to be something your not.

             Always puttin' on airs.

            Tryin' to be one a' them High Tones.

            Like you're some blue-eye light-skin......

           

 

PINK: (Interrupts her  - Putting candles on the cake.)

            There’s a difference between putting on airs and just trying to do things nicely.

            I'm just trying to ...

            to do things nicely....

            I'm not putting in airs.

 

 

ROSE:   (sarcastic)

            Nicely,

            Sure.

            Whatever.

 

PINK: Trying to do things nicely makes what you already have better. 

            Putting on airs is pretending to be something you’re not.

 

ROSE: Have you ever looked in the mirror?

            Have you ever seen where we live?

            Have you ever looked at what’s outside that front door?     

 

PINK: What goes on outside has nothing to do with what goes on inside.

 

ROSE: Yeh, until you try to step outside

            and you trip over a drunk

            a drunk passed out on the front step.

 

PINK: Why do you always have to see the dark side?

 

ROSE: Dark side? 

            Dark side?

            Just look around you girl.

            Just look around.

            (semi beat)

            I just try to make sense. 

            That’s all. 

            Just try to make sense.

 

PINK: Sense?

            If everything we did made sense..

 

ROSE: You don’t have to explain to me. 

            I’ve been your sister too long not to know. 

            So what’s in the letter?

 

PINK: I told you more than once. 

            It’s for me. 

            (Trying to change the subject.)

            Aunt Bessie’s late. 

            She should have been here a half hour ago.

            (Pink starts looking through the drawers again.) 

            Now where are the matches?

 

ROSE: She’s always late. 

            No sense in waiting.

 

PINK: We should wait for Aunt Bessie.

            (Continuing to rummage through the drawers.)

            Where did those matches get to?

 

ROSE: They should be right there with the candles.

            (Shouting over her shoulder towards the bedroom as she walks toward the sideboard.)

            Mamma,

            Mamma.

            Come on in here a minute.

 

PINK: You tell me I yell. 

            Listen to you.

            Now who’s yelling?

            You see. 

            You’re not so different either.

            (Beat) 

            And I said, wait for Aunt Bessie.

             (At the sideboard.) 

            They’re not here.

 

ROSE: I’m not yellin'. 

            She’s half deaf.

            (Rose goes to the sideboard.) 

            Did you look in the drawer?

 

PINK: And you’re not.

 

ROSE: What?

 

PINK: Deaf.

 

ROSE: Sometimes I wish I were.

            It might be a lot easier.

            (Rose stops searching for the candles in the sideboard.

            All lights dim.  Rose is lit in a single beam. This is a private thought.)

            A lot easier to be deaf.

            Deaf  to everything in this house

            Deaf as the walls.

            Hard like the walls.

            Dark like the closets. 

            The closets.

            A little girl behind the coats

            The coats and the dresses

            smelling of camphor and smoke and drink.

            Curled into my knees tight under my chin;

            buried;

            my hands between my legs.   

            Hiding from the shouts,

            hiding from the fights,

            hiding from the men,

            from the slaps,

            hearing her scream,

            hearing her cry.  

            Afraid to be found. 

            Afraid of the light when she opened the door. 

            Afraid of her kisses,

            of his kisses

            And who he would be.

            Afraid

            Of the hands

            Of the fingers

            The unknown face

            The sour smell from dragging lips. 

            The gin smelly air

            fogged with meaningless words

            words mumbled

            and twisted

            and slurred.

            (beat)

            I am deaf.

            I’ve had to be deaf.

            Deaf from childhood,

            deaf from infancy,

            deaf from my birth. 

            Alone in closets of camphor

            and wool

            and smoke

            and gin.

            Waiting in the dark. 

            Waiting for what? 

            For the screams to stop?

            For the beatings to stop? 

            Waiting for the silence where I could fall into sleep

            among the boxes

            and shoes

            and tossed off stockings. 

            (beat)

            Easier to be deaf.

 

            (The Lights return to normal full stage)

 

ROSE: (Rose finds the matches beneath the table cloths in the drawer)

            Here's your matches.

             Mamma! 

            Mamma!

            You awake in there? 

            Mamma? 

            Mamma?

 

MARIAH: (Emerging from her room in night gown and robe.  She is disheveled from sleep.)

            What’s all the yelling?  

            Stop all the yelling.

 

PINK: I told you not to yell.

 

MARIAH: I’m not dead  yet.                                                                                               

 

ROSE: Cut me a break, will ya Pinky?

            (Rose goes over to her mother.)

 

ROSE: Need a hand?

 

MARIAH: Think I’m a cripple too?

 

PINK: (going up behind Mariah and covering her eyes)

            Can’t look.

            Can’t look yet.

 

MARIAH: What’s all this nonsense? 

            (She breaks away and moves toward the sideboard.)

 

PINK: Not nonsense. 

            It’s your birthday.

 

MARIAH: (Mariah moves toward the sideboard. She fingers the cabinet with the key.)

            Who locked this? 

            You lock this?

 

ROSE: Not now, Mom. 

            Not now.

 

MARIAH: Why you lock this? 

 

ROSE: Mom,

            it’s your birthday.                              

 

MARIAH: How you know it’s my birthday?

 

PINK: Because it’s the twenty fifth. 

            Your birthday is on the twenty fifth.

 

MARIAH: The twenty fifth. 

            How you know it’s the twen'y fifth. 

            I don even know if it’s the twen'y -fifth. 

 

ROSE: (under her breath) Here we go. 

            Not in the room two minutes and already she starts.

 

PINK:  The twenty fifth is good because that the day of your baptismal certificate. 

            It must be close enough.

            Besides,

            you could make it any day

            any day you want it to be.

 

 

MARIAH: What’s a birthday anyway?

            Bein' born

            Born for what? 

            You’re born to grow old.

            Born to grow old. 

            Born to die. 

            Born to put you in that box.

            They put you  in the box an' let you on down.

            Down in the dirt

            Down with the worms

            That's where it ends.

            It ends in the dirt.      

 

PINK: Mamma!

            Where'd you get crazy ideas like that?

            Don't be so silly.

            It's your birthday.

            Everyone likes their birthday, Mamma.

 

MARIAH: Yeh,

            Birthday

            If you gotta go may as well ....

            (she moves towards the sideboard again.)

 

ROSE: (interrupting) You should have let her stay asleep. 

            She’s probably not slept it off yet.

 

PINK: (continuing to her mother and ignoring ROSE)

            You have presents

            presents and a cake.

            (PINK walks her mother to the large armchair.) 

            And Aunt Bessie will be here.

 

MARIAH: Bessie.

            What’s she comin for?

 

PINK: She’s your sister isn’t she?

 

MARIAH: Bessie

            That ol' Bessie

            Always bossin' me around.

            Alway tellin' me what I should do.

            Always comin' by.

            Always tellin' me what ta do.

            (beat)

            And her younger ‘an me.

            Thinks she’s somebody.

            Thinks she's some Jack and Jill.

 

PINK: Aunt Bessie’s family

            and family needs to stay together. 

            And besides,

            I invited her

            Invited her for your birthday.

 

MARIAH: My birthday?

            I don’t care 'bout no birthday.

            It's just another day.

            An other day,

            an other nail in my coffin. 

            Just another day.  

            They jus' put you in the ground

            in the ground with the worms

            and you's  six feet under

            six feet under

            pushin up daisies.

 

 

PINK: Mamma.

            Now don’t be talking that way.

 

MARIAH: (mumbling)

            You dream when y'er dead?

            'M I gonna see Jesus?

            Or he just in my drems?

            You dream?

            (beat)

            Maybe better if ya didn't.

            Just turn the whole thing off.

            Turn it off

            No  more noise.

            Like turnin' off the radio.

            Nothin more to hear

            Nothin more ta listen to.

            (beat)

            Know what?

            It be easier.

            Be a whole lot easier

            A lot easier if you could take a little somethin

            A little somthin to put ya in dream

            Put ya in a dream that ya jus' keep dreamin'

            No mornin' ta wake ya up

            Nothin to bother ya

            Jus' leave ya alone.

           

ROSE: (quietly to herself)) Leave you alone?

 

PINK: (but PINK hears it).

            Rose !

            (beat)

            Now,

            Ma,

            I want you to stop talking that way.

            Don't talk that way.

            (beat)

            Look, Ma,

            Look!

            We have a cake and a present....

            and as soon as Aunt Bessie gets here ...  

 

MARIAH: (Still in her stupor.)

            Birthdays. 

            What’s the point?

            What's the point of all the fuss?

            Come tomorrow you forget all about it

            and the next day you’re dead.

            Birthday’s is kids’ stuff. 

            They’re for kids.

            An’ I ain’t no kid no more.

 

 

 

 

MARIAH:(Aside.  The lights dim except for a single beam on Mariah. We are back in time with Mariah who speaks to her mother. Mariah’s mother is on her hands and knees with bucket and floor brush. She speaks with a heavy Carolina accent. Mariah speaks ormally, an innocent child. Each speaks directly to the audience.)

 

            Sally May at school  invited me to her birthday party, Mamma.

             She said she's  having a cake and ice cream

            She's asked the all the girls

            Cake and ice cream.

            Can I go, Mamma?

            Please, can I go?

 

GRANDMOTHER:

            Can ya go?

            Go to that Sally May....!

            Some high tone yellow thinks she's better than anybody else.

            Well  you can just get that idea out of your head.

            'Cause ya ain't 

            Ya ain’t goin.

           

 

MARIAH:  Oh, Please, Mamma?

            Please,

            can’t I go?

 

GRANDMOTHER: No you can't go and

            Don’t ask again

            Don't ask again

            Or you’ll get the back a my hand.

 

MARIAH: But Mamma,

            The other girls are going.

 

GRANDMOTHER: Them other girls maybe got dresses to wear

            And presents to bring.

            They got dresses.

            They got presents.

            What  you gonna wear?

            What you gonna bring?

            What? 

            (beat)

            (to herself)

            'Cause her daddy' on the Pullman,

            (semi beat)

            Thinks he's god'a mighty

            He don't know what his woman's doin'  when he's up on them North bound trains.

            (beat)

            (To MARIAH)

            No!

            you ain't goin'.

            You out there workin and making any money? 

            Get out to work the way I did and make yourself a penny

             and then you can think about it.

            (long beat)

 

            Look at you.

            look at you girl....

            you Black       

            An' you ugly.

            An' ain't got nothin to wear.

            Ain't no party dress gonna make no diff'rence.

            You ain't goin' noplace

 

MARIAH: Yes, Mamma?

            (long beat)

            (MARIAH changes the subject.)

            Mamma?

 

GRANDMOTHER: Now what?

 

MARIAH: When is it my birthday Mamma? 

            When is it mine?

            (semi beat)

            The other girls have birthdays.

            They wear dresses,

            dresses in pink

            in pink with ribbons

            ribbons and lace

            and fancy bows.

            When is it my birthday?

            When is it mine?

            The baby will have a birthday.

            I know when she was born. 

            Don’t you know when was mine?

            Can I have a party like the other girls?

 

GRANDMOTHER: So, you want a party.

             (Beat)

            A party.

            you some greedy little thing ain't ya.

             Like your ol’man. 

            Always takin. 

            Always thinkin of you-self.

            (beat)

            You want a party. 
(beat)

            A party?!

            Some high tone colored-girl party....

 

            And where yo think the money come from to pay for yo party?

           

            You's  want a party?

            A party!!!\

            (semi beat)

            Here's a party !

            (She slaps her in pantomime.  MARIAH reacts in pantomime.)

            (beat)

            A party. 

            (beat)

            Where you get these ideas?

            You want a party? 

            You take this here pail and this ol' rag and you gets on your hands and knees.

            You scrub this here floor.

            (semi)

            Do some work girl.

            Y'all can have a party with the soap and the water. 

 

(The lights return. We are back in the present.)

 

MARIAH: Birthday’s is for kids and I ain’t no kid no more.

 

PINK: Oh, Ma, everybody’s still a kid on their birthday.     

           

(She hands Mariah the present)

 

MARIAH: What’s this?

 

ROSE: You’re not gonna wait for Aunt Bess?

 

PINK: Mamma can open this while were waiting.

 

PINK:  (to MARIAH) This is for you. 

            It’s from both of us. 

            Go ahead, open it. 

            Open it.

 

MARIAH: Now don’t yah'l   go rushin me.

 

PINK: We’re not rushing. 

            Take your time.

 

MARIAH: (takes the package and turns it about)

 Now, what do you expect me to do with this?

 

PINK: Open it mom. 

            You don’t even know what it is.

 

ROSE: (Aside to PINK.) What did you buy her?

 

PINK: You’ll see.

 

ROSE : (Cynically and with disbelief as she sees the present in its wrappings.)

            Is that a record?

 

PINK: Be quiet.

 

ROSE:( enervated)  I can tell by the shape. 

            You bought her a record.

             (Beat)

             (with exasperation!.)

            Pink!

 

PINK:   (To MARIAH:) Open the card first.

            Open the card.

 

MARIAH: ( puts the still unopened package on her lap and pulls the card from the ribbon.

              She tries to open the envelope.)

            My fingers don’t work so good.

 

ROSE: Let me, Ma.

            (Rose opens the envelope, looks at the card.

            The card is hand made.

             Rose  holds  the card up to PINK, gives her a look of disbelief  then hands the card to her mother.)

 

PINK: You like it?                             

 

MARIAH: What you call this? 

            (Examining a home-made card) 

            What’s this?

            Paint? 

            Crayon?

 

PINK: I made for you Ma.

             I made it myself.

 

ROSE: (to PINK) Still the kid in school, Pink?

 

MARIAH: Looks last minute to me. 

            You forgot, I bet, and made the last minute.

 

PINK: No, Mom. 

            I didn’t forget.

 

MARIAH: Looks like somethin you slapped together at the last minute.

 

PINK: It wasn’t last minute, Ma. 

            I made it last week. 

            I had it all ready for you.

 

ROSE: (To PINK.) Why do you bother?

 

MARIAH: If you didn’t forget,

            why’d you make up this thing?

 

PINK: Because I wanted to make it.

 

ROSE: (to PINK) When are you ever going to grow up?

 

PINK:(to ROSE) She really appreciates it. 

            She just has to make some noise.

 

ROSE: Still in your day dreams, Pink.

 

MARIAH: You couldn’t even take the time to buy your mother a card? 

            What would it cost?

            A few pennies?

 

PINK: It’s not a question of money or forgetting.

 

MARIAH: A few pennies for a lousy card….

 

ROSE: (To PINK) You never cease to amaze me. 

            This isn’t the Saturday Evening Post, Pink. 

            This isn’t a Norman Rockwell picture.

            Hell, this ain't even the cover of Ebony.

 

PINK: Not everything has to be ugly.

 

MARIAH: What’s all this scribble stuff?

 

ROSE: You know what I think? 

            I think you set yourself up for these things. 

 

PINK: (to MARIAH) Flowers, Mom. 

            (To ROSE)  I'm just trying..

 

ROSE: Trying what? 

            We go through this every holiday. 

            Christmas,

            Easter,

            birthdays.

 

(The door bell rings/ or there is a knock)

 

PINK:(TO MARIAH)  I’m just trying to make things a little nicer, that's all.

            (To ROSE)  A little nicer. 

            They’re flowers, Mama.

 

ROSE: But she doesn’t want a little nicer.  

            Can’t you get that through your head?

 

(The door bell rings (or there is a knock) again..

 This time with impatience)                            

 

PINK: (ruffled) Can’t you answer the door?

 

ROSE: Yeh,

            Here comes the other half. 

 

(Rose opens the door.  Aunt Bessie enters.  She is plain.  She wears a hat as would a lady, also gloves.  She carries her handbag in front of her and keeps it on her lap.)

 

AUNT BESSIE: (To ROSE with a kiss on the cheek. )

            What takes you so long to answer the door. 

            What? 

            You think I’m the insurance man?

            Or them people wanna sell you their bible?

 

ROSE: Sorry, Aunt Bessie,

            We were right in the middle ……

 

BESSIE: (cutting her off.)

            Hi,  Baby. 

            I don't listen to none a them folk

            I got my own bible

            Don't need nobody else's

            I couldn't get your uncle off the couch to drive me over.

            (To PINK with a quick wave.)

            Hi, Pinky. Sos I took the bus.

 

PINK: That's OK Aunt Bessie. 

            Were glad you could make it. 

            Uncle Beau not coming then?

 

AUNT BESSIE: His leg's botherin him, Baby.

 

ROSE: His leg?

 

AUNT BESSIE: Yeh,

            ya know, Baby,

            he go  the mis'ries in his leg 

            He can’ hardly get from the couch to the kitchen. 

            So, I jus' tol' him,

            Beau Baby,

            you jus' lay there with the fights

            Lay with the fights

            an' I’ll get ya yer beer.

            I just tol' 'im to stay where 'e was. 

            I ken take the bus, I said.

 

 PINK: How are you feeling?                                    

 

AUNT BESSIE: What can you expect?

 

ROSE: The usual, I suppose.

 

AUNT BESSIE: What’s that Baby?

 

PINK: (covering  ROSE) 

            Still having trouble sleeping?

 

AUNT BESSIE: You know, I seen that doctor twiced this week.

             I even call him on da phone. 

            Them pills he gave me don’t work for nothin. 

            And you know what they charge you. 

            They charge you fifty cents a piece for them things. 

            Fiftyy cents a piece

            and I can’t get a decent night sleep. 

            (She meanders over to her sister and gives her a poke)

            How you doin Mariah? 

            (To the girls.) Two a clock in the mornin I's layin there starin at the ceilin.

            (to Mariah) You don’t look so good. 

 

MARIAH: I don’t sleep neither. 

 

PINK: Let me take your coat Aunt Bess.

 

BESSIE: (Ignores Pinks offer.)

            An my bladder keeps me goin too. 

            Ya know what I mean. 

            Yous  is  young. 

            Ya get older ya get a weak bladder.

 

MARIAH: I get so tired I can’t sleep.

 

BESSIE: (patting MARIAH on the hand.)

            We’re all gonna sleep long enough pretty soon.

 

ROSE: You’ve been asleep all afternoon.

 

BESSIE: You should let her be, Rose. 

            Your mother’s not well. 

            She needs to rest.

 

ROSE: She doesn’t do so bad.

 

BESSIE:  You know,

            she’s always been a high strung kinda person. 

            You know. 

            High strung. 

            Things bother her. 

            She gets upset. 

            Not like me. 

            Nothin bothers me.

 

PINK: Aunt Bess, let me take your coat.

 

BESSIE:  I’ll jus' keep my coat Baby. 

            It’s cold in here.

            It gets my bladder. 

            The cold does that.

            Ain’t that right Mariah? 

            Nothin bothers me.

 

MARIAH: You were the baby. 

            You had it easy.

 

BESSIE: I had it easy?  

            Who you kiddin easy?

            I went to work over at the plant when I was fourteen.   

            Fourteen I was. 

            That’s where I met your uncle Beau,

            he was a stoker.

            Shovlin'  in that coal.

            Shoulda seen him

            Face all black

            All black with that coal.

            (beat)

            'Cause you know he's high tone yellow

            High tone

            Carolina high tone

            Says his gran'pa was a house servant.

            Never knew no field work

            But  that coal dust

            That coal dust

            Made him a real Black man.

            Didn't fool nobody.

            (To the girls)

            Ya know I never even finished high-school. 

            Went to work in that plant every day. 

            All them people who went out a work when they shut it down. 

            But you two are too young ta remember. 

            But your mother remembers. 

            Don’t ya Mariah?

 

MARIAH: Yeh, I remember, Bess.

 

BESSIE: Then the next year the fire took the whole place. 

            Nothin left. 

            Every fire truck in the city.

            You could see smoke from everywhere.  

            That’s when we lived over on Second. 

            Then they fixed up the place

            and all them rich people moved in. 

            Fourteen when I went to work. 

            Fourteen

            I knew just how to handle myself. 

            How to shake it off. 

            Don’t let ‘em get to me. 

            Push me aroun'.

            You was always too high strung,  Mariah.

            Too high strung.

 

PINK:  (trying to change the subject).

            Show Aunt Bess what we got you for your birthday, Ma.

 

BESSIE: What the girls give you for your birthday, Mariah?

            You know what your uncle give me for my birthday?

            A night gown.

            A flannel night gown. 

            Real nice. 

            He give me a night gown, Mariah. 

            A night gown. 

            Nice flannel. 

            Real warm. 

            You  know.  

            But it didn’t fit

            Too small

            Thinks I's still eighteen

            so it had to go back. 

            Who wants to be eighteen no more?

            I was smaller than you then.

            Wouldn’t you think that after forty five years he’d know?.

            But men don't know.

            What can you do?

 

PINK: Show Aunt Bess, Ma.

 

BESSIE: Go ahead.

            Show me,

            Show me, Mariah.

 

MARIAH: Look what they give me for my birthday, Bess. (She lifts the package)

 

BESSIE:(continuing on her story.) Forty five years an’ he don’t even know my size. 

            ( She looks at the present.)

            Yeh, that’s nice. 

            Nice paper. 

            Real pretty.

            Don't throw it out. 

            Save it. 

            Can come in handy.

            (beat)

            What is it?

 

MARIAH: I don’t know. 

            I gotta open it yet.

 

BESSIE: Got a nice ribbon.

 

MARIAH: And look. 

            Look.

            They call this a card.

 

BESSIE: You gonna save the ribbon, Mariah?

            Pretty color.

 

(MARIAH  opens the gift)

 

BESSIE: Save the ribbon.

            (She snatches up  the ribbon.) 

            Use it Christmas.

            (She puts the ribbon in her purse)

            I don’t throw nothin' out.

 

BESSIE: What’s that Mariah?

 

MARIAH: Some kin' a record.

 

BESSIE: Yeh, a record, eh?

            (Pause)

            That's nice.

 

PINK: It's Marian Anderson, Mamma.

            Marian Anderson at the Metropolitan Opera.

 

MARIAH:  Yeh, she gives me a record, Bess. 

            A record.

            (beat)

            Least you gotta night gown.

 

PINK:  Ma, she sang last year at the Metropolitan Opera.

            the first colored woman...

            Look ( she show her the picture on the record jacket.)

            The opera.....

             

 

 MARIAH: (Referring to PINK.)

            Where’d I get this one?

 

BESSIE:  Lady I used to clean for

            She used to have records

            all kinds a' records

            She played them records to make me crazy

            All them people screamin' and yellin'

            Couldn't tell you nothin'

            What they was sayin'.

           

 

PINK: Ma,

            Just listen to a little at a time 

            This is Marian Anderson....

            (beat)

            Here,

            Let me put it on for you.

            (Pink takes the record from the jacket and puts it on the record player.  The piece begins with Marian Anderson's "Ave Maria.")

 

BESSIE:  (straining to listen to the music.) What she sayin'?

            You know what she's sayin'?

            (beat)

            Sounds like she needs prunes!

 

MARIAH:  ( makes a hearty guffaw at BESSIE'S remark.)

            She sound like the chickens back on the farm in Charlotte.

            I ain't heared nothin' scream like that since they shoe-d the mule.



BESSIE: Or when Mama took the broom to your behind when you didn't want to do no work.

 

           

            (MARIAH and BESSIE burst out laughing  together.)

 

(The lights dim and we see GRANDMOTHER   The music fades.)

 

GRANDMOTHER:  Jus'  'member why you's  here girl. 

            The missus pays you ta clean and nothin else.

            Y'er  gonna work up the third floor.

            Make the beds.

            Bring me down the cleanin'.  

            and use this rag to wet mop the floors ..

            Wrench it good.   (wrench = ring out, twist)

            Don't be leavin no spots.        

            An' while y'er up there

            don’t be touchin nothin.        

            Specially nothin in the girl's room.

            She  don’t want you foolin with her books and things. 

            Keep y'er han's to youself

            and your  mouth shut. 

            Y'er gettin more for a day’s work

            than I did when I first come here. 

 

MARIAH: I'll work hard, mamma. 

            I will. 

            I won't touch anything.

            I promise.

            (Beat)

            Mamma?

 

GRANDMOTHER: What?

 

MARIAH: If I work hard?

            If I work hard,

            can I go back to school?

 

GRANDMOTHER:

            Back ta school.

            Back ta school?

            There ya go again. 

            Always puttin it on. 

            Yeh can read can’t yeh?

            Yeh kin write yer name.

            What else ya need? 

            I never knowd no readin'

            No writin' neither.

            An not my mamma

            She born a slave

            Now you think yous better

            But you ain't!

            (beat)

            'fraid ta do a bit a work

            Doin' works the problem.

            Too good ta stoop

            Too good ta stoop an' clean.

            Think yous better than the rest of us,

            Think yous better, don't ya. 

            Well, let me tell ya. 

            Count yo blessins for what yous got

            Cause it's always worse someplace else.

            Always worse.

            I kin tell yeh

            I kin tell yeh that.

 

(The music returns The lights return..)

 

PINK: It's music Mamma.

             I got the record for you to enjoy. 

            Just listen.

            Listen how pretty....

 

MARIAH: Ain't no Besse Smith.


BESSIE: Ain't no Ethel Waters...

 

MARIAH:  (beat)

            Hell, she ain't even Mabel Jefferson at church.

 

(MARIAH AND BESSIE burst into a loud laugh.)

 

ROSE: Like she goes to church! (Rose moves to the sideboard, Pink follows)

 

MARIAH: you want to make me a nice birthday... Put on that nice Ethel Waters...

            (semi- beat)

            That "Stormy Weather."

 

PINK: But Mamma....

 

ROSE:  Pink, put it on.

            Make her happy.

 

           

 

(The following exchanges run simultaneously)

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BESSIE: Ya  know, Mariah.

            I love the church singin'

            Can't get there every week like I should

            (beat)

            You know with Beau

            But I reads my scripture.

            (semi-beat)

            Reads my scripture. 

 

MARIAH: (to Bessie)  Look at this, Bess.

 

PINK: At least I tried.  What did you get her?

 

 

BESSIE: Yeh, nice Mariah..  What is it, Baby?

 

ROSE: Nothing.  What should I buy her?

 

MARIAH: She made 'is here card.  Couldn't buy one.

 

BESSIE: (to MARIAH) Beau always buys me a card.  (To the girls) Your uncle Beau always buys me a card.  I don't

 

PINK: You didn't have to buy anything.      

 

BESSIE:  I don't care what you say.  Beau always remembers. He always buys me a card.

 

ROSE: Buy her a bottle , ...that's what she wants.

 

 

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BESSIE: What can ya do, Mariah?

            (beat)

            What are yous two doin' over there? 

            Get your aunt Besssa some coffee. 

            I thought you were going to have a cake.

 

MARIAH: Get your aunt some coffee.

            An' turn off that noise, girl.

 

(ROSE find the Ethel Waters record in the cabinet.  She hands it to Pink.)

 

ROSE: Pink, put it on.

 

PINK: No.  You do it.

 

(ROSE puts on the record.  We hear "Stormy Weather.")

(A moment where all are listening to Ethel Waters.)

 

           

(In the meantime, PINKlights the candles and brings the cake to the coffee table)

 

(lights return to all four)

 

 

(ROSE, PINK, AUNT BESSIE all sing Happy Birthday as the volume of Stormy Weather subsides.).

 

 

PINK: Blow out the candles, Mamma. 

            Blow ‘em out.

 

(Mariah blows out the candles.)

 

ROSE: She’ll set the place on fire.

 

PINK: Stop it, Rose.

 

(The following must move very rapidly.  Everyone talks and no one listens.  The lines should almost overlap.)

 

BESSIE: (to Mariah)

            Ya got a cake, Mariah.

            (As she fingers the icing) 

            All that sweet stuff ain't good for ya.

 

PINK: A piece won't hurt Aunt Bess.

            (Pink cuts the cake.)

 

BESSIE:  Ya know, Mariah, I was tellin'  these kids

             they don't know how lucky they got it.

            They don’t know.

            They got everything when they got their health. 

            Where'd you buy the cake?

 

PINK: I didn't buy it, Aunt Bessie, I made it.

 

MARIAH: Why you waste all them eggs and make all that mess in the kitchen?

 

BESSIE: You think this is a little dry,  baby?

 

PINK. It wasn't a waste. 

 

BESSIE: Seems a little dry.

 

PINK: And the kitchen's all cleaned up. 

            I made it last night after you went to bed.

 

BESSIE: I need a little coffee to break up the dry. 

            I don't wanna eat too much.

.

ROSE: You look like you're doin all right, Aunt Bess.

 

BESSIE: (To PINK) 

            Get me some coffee, 

            will ya Baby?

            (To ROSE) I'll just eat half.

 

MARIAH: (To PINK) Get your aunt some coffee.

 

 BESSIE: I don't bake no more for Beau.

                 He don't need it.

                 All that sugar.

                 Ya know.

                 All that sugar

                  and the diabetes an' all.

                        (beat)

                  You made this cake Pink?

 

PINK: Yeh, Aunt Bess.

 

(Bessie talks even more quickly now.

 Pink and Rose are almost unheard)

 

BESSIE:  It's good to have daughter like that at home.  

            But I can't eat none.  

            The doctor says too much sugar ain't good for me. 

            Maybe even diabetes.

            An' you know Beau with his leg. 

            Won't see no doctor. 

            And he's got the diabetes in the family.

            Brother lost his leg from the knee down.

 

PINK: (trying to participate)  Diabetes?

 

BESSIE:  You should watch too, Mariah. 

            In your condition.

            You don't want all 'at sugar stuff. 

            Can't be too careful.

 

ROSE: Condition?

 

PINK: (trying to silence her sister's remarks.) Rose.

 

BESSIE:   But you go ahead

            I suppose it can't hurt. 

            It’s good you got these two girls, Mariah. 

            (Whispers to Mariah). 

            Good thing none of 'ems married. 

            You know,

            sometimes I think I got married too young.

            Don't get me wrong.  

            Beau’s been good ta me.

            Always brought home his pay. 

            I give him a little back for goin' to The Big Bamboo.

            For goin’ to Big Bamboo couple times a week. 

            Likes bein' with the boys. 

            You know. 

            I ain't complainin'. 

            But don't ya ever wonder sometimes? 

            They could leave you any time Mariah. 

            They're here one day and gone the next.

 

BESSIE: (Back in time)

 (Lights dim on all except BESSIE and  GRANDMOTHER.  Each speaks out to the audience.)

                                                                                                                       

BESSIE: I don’t care no more, Ma. 

            I’m leavin. 

            You hear me. 

            I’m leavin. 

            I have a chance , a chance with Beau. 

            He's good to me.

            He takes me out. 

            He takes care of me. 

            He treats me good.

 

GRANDMOTHER: ( to the audience. She is ironing)          

            You think when you marry that man he's going to stay with you?

            You don’t think he's gonna be like your ol' man, Bessie?

            You think you found something better. 

            Well I’m telling you,

            there ain’t nothin better.

            He’s a bastard like the rest of  ‘em. 

            What kind of job you call what he's got? 

            What kind a job is that shovlin coal in a furnace,

            Like shovlin shit in a cow barn

            And the penny he makes

            Goes flat on the gin room bar.           

            You’re trying to put on airs like your sister Mariah. 

            Well, she ain't come to nothin

            Runs off with some two-timer...

            And what it get her?

            Pregnant with a kid

            and he goes off

            Off  to Chicago

            (beat)

            And where does she go?

            Back to her mother,

            Back to me.  

            Well I ain't takin you back

            Takin you back

            The way I done her.

            I raised you.

            I gave you everything I never had.

            Takin in the laundry,

            Washing floors,

            Cleanin White peoples crap.

            And this is how you pay me back?

            (beat)

            I'm tellin you,  Bessie,

            you leave 

            you leave and you ain't comin back.              

             I ain't got no room for tramps in my house. 

            You go out and the door gets locked.

 

.

 

BESSIE (She speaks to the audience - as though to her Mother)

            Well I am leavin.

            And I don’t care if I never come back.

            What have you ever done for me.

            You think you're gonna trap me here

            Trap me here like you done to Mariah?

            I'm gettin out

            You're a gin whore.

             nothin but a gin whore.

            And you got no room to talk.

            At least I got a man,

            a good man

            And he won’t leave me the way yours left you.

            (semi-beat)

            You

            You callin' me a tramp....!?

            Why you.....

            (beat)

            I don't even know if he was my ol' man.

            You probably don’t either.

            But I’m gonna know who my husband is.

            You're not chainin me here the way you done to my sister.

            I’m gonna have children. 

            I’m gonna have a home.

I           ’m gonna have real life.

 

GRANDMOTHER: Then go ahead.

            Go!

            I still got Mariah

            Mariah.

            She love her mamma.

            And you,

            You can go to hell. 

            To hell with the devils, I say....

            You’re don't love your mamma.

            You don't care nothin'.

            For nobody 'ceptin' you.

            (semi-beat)

            Well,  I won’t forget it.

 

(Lights return to full).

 

(The following exchanges become quicker and quicker. Everyone shouts.  No one listens.)

 

 

BESSIE: (lights back up on the family)

Ya know,

ya can’t help but wonderin sometimes. 

Ya know what I mean Mariah?

 

PINK: You're not eating your cake, Mamma.

            Just try a little.

 

MARIAH: I don’t eat cake Pink,

            you know that.

I don’t like that sweet stuff. 

 

BESSIE: Too much sweet stuff.

 

MARIAH:  All this commotion in here. 

            It’s late.  

            There’s a draft. 

 

PINK: There’s no draft mom.

 

BESSIE: Your mother feels a draft.

 

MARIAH: I said I feel a draft.

            Where my sweater Rose? 

            You got a window open somewhere.

            Where's my sweater?

 

PINK: Mom, the heat’s on seventy. 

            It’s warm in here.

 

MARIAH: I said I’m cold. 

            Can’t you listen to your mother?

 

BESSIE: The woman’s cold Rose…..

            You don’t want it to get to her kidneys.

 

ROSE: (Taking the coverlet from the back of the chair and putting it over her mother.)

             Here you go, Mom.

 

BESSIE: Ya know, ya gotta watch. 

            Doctor told me to eat lots a bananas.

            Helps the kidneys. 

            Potassium he says.

 

MARIAH:  Keep that cold air from outside comin in here.

            All that cold air

            That cold air from outside. 

            Can’t you keep the heat up in this place?

 

ROSE: The heats on seventy, Mom.

            You want it like an oven?

 

BESSIE: Ya know,  Baby.

             It’s  your heatin  bill an all,

            but I still feel a little chill. 

 

MARIAH: I feel like I'm gettin a headache.

 

ROSE: You gettin  a headache Mamma?

 

MARIAH: Yeh, my heads startin to hurt.

            You know how my head starts to hurt

            starts to hurt when it gets like this.

 

ROSE: How did I guess?

 

BESSIE: Too much sugar in that cake. 

 

MARIAH: You wanna get a little somethin for me, Baby? 

            Somethin  to make my head feel better.

 

ROSE: How about some coffee, Mom?

 

MARIAH: No coffee. 

            Keeps me up.

 

ROSE: But coffee..

 

MARIAH: Somethin to help me sleep. 

            I'm so tired.

            Don't make me get up.

 

ROSE: Has it been an hour already?

             (With frustration if not disgust) 

             Can’t hold out for more than an hour.

            (Beat).

 

BESSIE: Rose, you don’t talk nice to your mother Rose.

 

ROSE: Aunt Bessie. .

 

BESSIE:  You don’t talk nice.

            She's not a well woman.

 

ROSE: Aunt Bessie you know as well as I do…

 

BESSIE: It don’t matter. 

            You still talk nice to your mother.

            You know this woman's not well

 

ROSE: I'm just trying…

 

BESSIE: (Poking Mariah with the end of her dessert fork.)

            It’s good you got one good daughter at home Mariah.

 

ROSE: And what am I? 

            Don't I live here too?

 

BESSIE: It’s respect,

            I'm talking about, respect.

 

PINK: Please, Rose, please

             not tonight.

 

BESSIE: Respect.

 

ROSE: Rose,

            Always Rose. 

 

BESSIE: You know, Mariah,

            I don't care what you say 

 

MARIAH: My heads going to explode.

            Isn’t it time for bed yet? 

            (She stands and goes to the side cabinet)

 

BESSIE: Your mother needs a daughter like Pink at home.

 

MARIAH: What are you talkin, Bessie? .

 

BESSIE: Not like us, Mariah. 

            Not like us.

            We always shared everything.

 

MARIAH: Life was different.

 

BESSIE: Ain't nothin different.

            It’s respect. 

 

ROSE: Respect?

 

PINK: Rose..

 

BESSIE: Ya take care of your mother.

            Bible says," Honor your father and your mother..."

 

MARIAH: My head is hurtin.

 

BESSIE: (To MARIAH)

             Not like us Mariah. 

            Not like us.

 

(Lights dim.

MARIAH and BESSIE step out of the setting into their own tableau. They do not face each other.

They speak out to the audience.

 It is the past)

 

MARIAH: What do you think you're doing Bessie?

            You can’t leave her like this?

 

BESSIE: Oh no, just watch.

 

MARIAH: And you’re gonna leave me alone to take care of her

            To take care of her myself:

 

BESSIE: Let her take care of herself. 

 

MARIAH: She can’t.

            You know she can’t.

 

BESSIE: No.             

            She can't stand to see any of us have anything good,

            anything better than what she had.

            Face it Mariah, 

            she never took care of me,

            not you either for that matter.

            All that fightin at night. 

            All those men who came and went.

            When a gun went off

            or a knife went flying

            When the cops came.

            How many times did they take us away?

            How many times? 

            How many families did we live with?

            How many times we got beat?

            How many times we got ..

 

MARIAH: Stop it!  

            Ya hear me? ..

            Stop it! 

            Don't say it.

 

 

BESSIE: Jody-boy  made it out of here

            He made his way out

            And so will I.

 

MARIAH: The war took Jody-boy away. 

                        He had to go. 

 

BESSIE: Well, this is my war. 

            A war where I win. 

            There’s a man who cares about me,

            No, he ain’t rich

            He ain't even good lookin'

            And he just works at the plant like the rest of us

            But he’s the first person who ever even thought about me.

            Who thought about me!

            He treats me good.

            Treats me nice.

            (beat)

            Ya know,

            Ya know,

            There’s this bible story

            A bible story I heard wonced  in church

            Heard it once and it always stayed with me

            Know what it said?

            It said,

            ‘Leave the dead to bury the dead,”

            The dead to bury the dead.

            Never made sense to me then.

            But, now I see it.

            She’s dead.

            She’s always been dead

            But, she’s not buryin me with her!

 

MARIAH: Bible also says, "Honor your father and your mother..."

 

BESSIE: Our mother.

            Our mother?

            A stray cat's a better mother....

            She’s a gin soaked rummy who let herself get knocked up

            Get knocked up  by god knows who

            and we get the blame.

            Who was he?

            Who was my daddy?

            Who was your daddy?

            I don't even know if we have the same daddy.

            She prob'ly don't know neither.

            She had 'em open for anything that passed.

            You know you saw the difference.

            Look in the mirror.

            Look at your face.

            (beat)

            Look at my face.

            (beat)

            Why one so dark

            One so light?

            (beat)

            You wanna stay,

            Stay.

            That's  your problem.

            Go ahead.

            Crawl in there with her.

            Crawl in.

            Crawl in that box.

            Get buried with her.

 

MARIAH: Bessie..

 

BESSIE: Damn it, Mariah.

            Same father or not you’ll always be my sister.

             I’ll be there for you,

            but not for her..

            not for her.

 

 

(The scene changes.

MARIAH and BESSIE go back to their former places.

We are back in the present.)

 

ROSE: That’s alright Mamma,

            Aunt Bessie never liked me so much.

 

BESSIE: I never said nothin like that, Rose.

            I never said I don’t like you. 

            You’re my sister’s kid. 

            I never said nothin like that. 

            I only said you should talk with more respect.

 

ROSE: Sure, Aunt Bess.

 

BESSIE: You hear what I said,

            Didn’t you Mariah?

            You heard what I said.

            I didn’t say nothin like that. 

            I just mean that Rose could be more like.

 

PINK: Please,  

            Let’s not start.

 

BESSIE: I ain’t startin nothin Baby. 

            I was only sayin …

 

 

PINK: Fine,  Aunt Bess.  

            Let's just forget it. 

            There's something I want to talk about.

            Something I want to ask mom.

            (She goes to her mother and holds her back from the cabinet)

            Mamma, please. 

            Not now. 

            It’s your birthday. 

            Have some of your cake.

 

MARIAH: I'm too tired. 

            I think I need to go back to sleep.

 

PINK:  Not now.  

            There's something I want to tell you.

 

MARIAH: My head.

 

PINK:Mom, please..

 

MARIAH: My head feels like....

 

ROSE: (to Pink)  What did I tell you?

 

PINK: Mamma,

            please. 

            (she moves her back to the chair)

 

MARIAH: Why don't you do your mother a favor and get her a little something.

 

PINK: Not now, Mom. 

            Just sit a minute,

            I need you to listen.

 

BESSIE: What are talkin Pink. 

            You're not gonna give this woman trouble are ya?

 

PINK: No,  Aunt Bess. 

            Just listen. 

            (Beat) 

            Mom,

            I've been saving my money. 

            I've working over time

            Working over time

            and saving my money.

 

BESSIE: You're a good girl, Pink.

            Smart to save your money.

 

PINK: I have an idea.

            I've thought about it for a long time now.

 

MARIAH: What are you talkin, girl?

 

PINK: An idea.

 

MARIAH: What kinna idea?

 

PINK: Something I wanna do.

 

            Mamma.

            (beat)

            I'd like to go back to school.

 

ROSE: So that's what's in the letter.

 

PINK: Yes,

            that's what's in the letter.

 

BESSIE: Go back to school?

            (She licks cake crumbs from her fingers.)

 

PINK: You know what I mean. 

            Go to college. 

            Get a degree.

 

BESSIE: A degree!

            What you gonna do with a degree? 

 

ROSE: A degree?!

 

MARIAH: Stop  talkin nonsense

 

PINK: It's not nonsense, Ma.

 

MARIAH: Ya talk ridiculous.

 

ROSE: (sarcastically)

            This is a good one Pink. 

            A real good one.

 

PINK:  Why not?

            In the long run we'd all benefit.

 

MARIAH: School?

            Whadda ya mean school?

            Who put these ideas in your head?

            Ya talk ridic'lus

            You don't need no school

            What makes you think....?

           

 

 

(Lights dim.  Grandmother appears.  She speaks out to the audience.)

 

Grandmother:  Where'd you get ideas like that?

            From them people those social workers  put you with, right?

            (beat)

            Them people they put you with Christmas

            Christmas

            When they take you away from your own mother

            Puttin you with some strangers

            (beat)

            Them damned social workers,

            comin round here to check on everything.

            Comin round all the time

            Askin me questions

            Askin 'bout everything

            Askin where....

            (beat)

            Don't even know

            and they go around

            go around tellin everybody else how to live.  

            Stickin my kids in some rich folks house for Christmas

            Like they's a Christmas gift for some White folks.  

            (mimicking )

            Here's your chocalate drop babies for your stockin's.

            (semi beat)

            Them social workers..

            Always around snoopin

            putting their noses in other people's business.

            Tryin to make your own mother look bad. 

            Like they come from families made in heaven

            families that never saw gin on the table.

            Takin you away

            Away from yer mother

            Makin you somethin you ain't. 

            Just to cause trouble.

            That's who got you up to this.

 

MARIAH: ( to the audience but addressing her mother.)

            I was just wondering, Mamma.

            What if I was to go to the secretary school.

            Suppose I could do it?

 

GRANDMOTHER:

            Secretary school?

            Secretary school?

            How you goin to secretary school?

            You even got the nickel for the trolley up town?

            Lazy

            That's all you are

            Lazy.

            You think you're better than us?

            You think just because they put you in some big house

            some big place with parlors

            and maids

            and golden mirrors

            you think you can be like them?

            Well, go back again

            Go back again

            and this time look in them golden mirrors.

            Look at them mirrors

            look at 'em.

            Take a look and see what's in em.

            Whadda ya see?

            What?

            Take a look

            Take a good look and see

            See that you ain't nothin but a serving girl.

            And it's your job to wash them mirrors

            and make them shine.

            Make them shine.

            You un'ertstand?

            (beat)

            Tryin to put on airs

            Just like your ol' man

            Always think you're better than everybody else.

            Well life don't work that way.

 

            (The image dissolves.)

 

 

BESSIE: You go off to school and who's gonna take care of your mother?

 

PINK: Going to school doesn't mean I can't take care of you. 

 

ROSE: How can you be doing school and work? 

            How we gonna pay the bills? 

 

PINK: I'll still be here. 

            I'll start out part time.

 

ROSE: Part time? 

            We can't even manage with both of us full time

            Not even full time.

            Between the regular bills

            and the cost of keeping her supplied.

 

PINK: We can do it. 

            We can cut corners a bit.

 

ROSE: Cut corners? 

            Where we gonna find rent lower than this? 

            And what you gonna do for her? 

            Ration her out?

 

MARIAH:  (in a panic)

            I don't give a damn what the hell you do. 

            I'll move out. 

            I'll get my own place. 

            I don't need none of you.

 

ROSE: No one said you have to move out, Mom. 

            No one's leavin you alone.

 

MARIAH:  I don t care what the hell you do.

 

ROSE: I don't want to listen to this. 

            Pink, you're doing it again.

 

MARIAH: Get the hell out of my way.

            (MARIAH goes back to the cabinet)

             I don't wanna see none of you.

 

ROSE: I told you Pink.

            I told you you would start her up.

 

(Even louder and more confused)

 

BESSIE: You're gonna kill that woman.

            She's a sick woman.   

 

MARIAH: I'm goin back to bed.

 

BESSIE: You're gonna kill her. 

            First your father walks out on her and now you.

 

BESSIE: They put her away once when your father walked out. 

 

ROSE:  My father? 

            My father?

            He wasn't my father. 

            Not Pink's either. 

            You ougta know. 

            How many times did you remind her of it.

 

BESSIE: Go ahead..

      Keep talkin  like that. 

            You got no respect.

            She's a sick woman...

 

MARIAH: (aside)

            Go ahead, leave me. 

            All a ya, leave me. 

 

BESSIE: They ain't gonna leave you Mariah. 

            They ain't gonna leave.

 

MARIAH: They'll put me in that place. 

            Back in that place again.

            (At the sideboard.) 

            Open the damn cabinet!

 

BESSIE: Where  you get these ideas? 

            Stay home with your mother.

 

ROSE: You know Aunt Bessie,

            she could stay with you now and then,

            even during part if the day.  

            She is your sister.

 

(The following continues in a kind of verbal violence.  Overlapping - no one listening.)

 

MARIAH: I don't need nobody. 

            Not none of you.

            (She pounds the cabinet.) 

            Open this cabinet, I said.

 

BESSIE: (burst of nervous anger)

            And she's your mother. 

            A sick woman.  

            Don't try to put your responsibility on somebody else.

 

PINK: We wouldn't think of it Aunt Bess.

 

MARIAH: You hear me..

            I said open it...!

 

ROSE: And you wouldn't think of helping. 

            She's your sister, remember.

 

BESSIE: Don't be a smart mouth Rose...

 

PINK: Rose, don't start trouble.  

            Mom, you don't need that.

 

ROSE: The trouble started long before me.

           

MARIAH: You gonna listen to your mother? 

 

BESSIE: You should be ashamed of yourself.

 

ROSE: For what?

 

BESSIE: For not carin' for that sick woman.

 

MARIAH: Don't nobody care about me. 

            (violently)

            Open the damn cabinet!

 

ROSE: That sick woman? 

            That sick woman? 

            She's a drunk,

            a drunk and the two of you keep her there. 

 

BESSIE: Why, I never...

 

ROSE: You never what...?

            You never what?

            (beat)

            You come here every day,

             day in and day out

            and all you do is tell her how sick she is. 

            You gloat on it.

            You live on it.

            You thrive on it. 

            (To Pink)

            And you,

            you keep her in a constant drunk

            A constant drunk  just so you can feel like some wounded martyr. 

            She's not the one they should put away. 

            It's you two!

 

BESSIE: I should smack your face. 

            How dare you talk to me like that?

 

PINK: Rose, Rose, stop it.

            Stop it!

 

 MARIAH: (backing against the sideboard)

            I won't go back.

             You can't make me go back. 

            Go back to that place.

            All them women.

            Women walkin in circles.

            Women like ghosts.

            All day sewin buttons.

            Women with their tongues hangin,

            Spit droolin down their chins. 

            Clothes fallin offa them

            Starin at the wall

            Talkin to the air

            They give em string

            String and beads.

             Sewin buttons.

             Buttons and beads.

            (beat)

           

(Mariah starts arguing with an unseen person.)

            I won't.

            You can't make me.

            I won't.

            I won't.

 

The GRANDMOTHER becomes part of the scene but only MARIAH sees her and speaks to her.  The others participate in the conversation without realizing what MARIAH sees.  The scene culminates in the GRANDMOTHERS monologue.)

 

GRANDMOTHER (appearing):

             You do as you're told or Ill call them social workers.

            They'll come to take you away.

            They'll take you back to the home. 

            Back to the home.

            That's where they'll take you!

 

           

 

MARIAH: Don't let them take me, Mamma. 

            I'll be good.

            I'll be good. 

            Don't let them take me....

 

GRANDMOTHER: You don't deserve the home ya got.

 

MARIAH: I'm sorry.

            I'm sorry.

 

            (The image fades. She sees PINK.)

            (To Pink)

            Get me a little somethin. Baby.

            Get me a little somthin.

 

ROSE: Mom. Stop it.

            Stop it. 

 

MARIAH. Leave me alone

 

PINK: Get her to sit down.

 

ROSE : You satisfied Pink. 

            You satisfied now? 

 

PINK: Stop it Rose.

 

(MARIAH'S mother appears again.)

 

GRANDMOTHER: You're a spoiled ingrate. 

 

MARIAH: I don't wanna go.

 

BESSIE: Look what you're doin to your mother.

 

ROSE:(trying to restrain her mother.) 

            How long do we wait till you back out of this one?

 

PINK: I'm not backing out. 

            I'm going to school.

 

GRANDMOTHER: You don't deserve nothin.

 

MARIAH: (out of control.)

            Open the damn cabinet !!!

            (She slaps Rose across the face.)

 

            The following should move very deliberately - a full scene without words.

            ROSE goes abruptly to the drawer, takes out the key, unlocks the cabinet, takes out a glass, fills it and hands it to her mother.

            MARIAH drinks the first one fast, holds out the glass.  

            ROSE goes back and slowly  pours again. 

            This one she drinks a bit more slowly.)

 

MARIAH: I don't care what the hell you do. You can all go to the devil.

 

(Lights dim.  We see the GRANDMOTHER)

 

GRANDMOTHER: (to the audience.)

           

            (semi beat)

            You clean for the White folk

            And take what they give you,

            You scrub

            and you wash

            and you sweep

            and you tote.

            Three years on your knees and every penny you save.

            And so you buy that ticket

            That bus trip ticket

            That ticket North.

            And you sit in the back

            And get off when then tell you.

            'Cause some times the white folks

            Fill up  the bus.

            And the colored folks get off

            And you stay where they can.

            In towns without names

            Where you sleep on the road

            And wait for  the next one..

            So twelve long days'

            It Takes for the ride

            Twelve long days

            To Take you up North. 

            "Cause there life is better.

            (semi beat)

            And you get off  the bus and they line you all up...

            And the p'lice man he asks you...

            "Where  you goin', nigger?"

            "You got a job up here, nigger?"

            And they poke you

            and prod you

            "cause they want you to know

            That this is their country

            And you don' belong.

            And then when they told you

            And expect you to know\

            They set you off walkin'

            and so let you go.

            (beat)

            They set you free walkin

            But where do ya walk?

            Ya walk in the filth and the garbage along tenement houses

            And they're full of dark faces that chase you away

            Them Jews and them Dagoes

            That jibber and jabber

            Like the monkeys in the trees.

            And they ain't even Americans

            (beat)\

            And where can you work?

            And how do ya pay?

            So,  you go back to your knees.

            Back to the floors

            Back to the scrubbin' 

            Back the washin'

            And what do you find but more of the same

            More of the same

            That you left behind.

            And none of its better. 

            All of its worse.

            Even your own kind. 

            Even the coloreds

            treat you worse than

            The White folks at home.

            (imitative)

            "get along girl...

            No Tar Heels here...

            Put yo'self back on the bus..

            Get back where you come from..."

            (semi-beat)

            And so you're  a maid. 

            A servant, a slave

            You clean out the dust bins and wash all the crap buckets

             and for two dollars a week they allow you to stay.

            And so when a man, 

            on your one after noon,

            shows you a kindness

            You take any at all.

            So you know what it means.

            But even at that,

            It don't make no matter

            What else can you hope for?

            You take what comes.

            And soon it's no different.

            Your face in the mud. 

            (beat)

            Then drop by drop you learn it from them.

             First you have a sip from his glass

            and you do it to be cute,

            then you let him buy you one

            and you feel like a woman.

            Then you start buyin for yourself

            and when you do

            it's the only thing that brings a bit of comfort

            It takes you to a new world

            where you see no crap,

            no dirty streets,

            no parlor floors.

            (beat)

            And so you're free,

            the only bus trip that can take you away.

 

(Lights return)

 

MARIAH: I'm tired, Rose.  I need to rest. Help me rest. (She holds up the empty glass.)

 

ROSE: Not now ma. 

            I'll take you to your room.

            You can lie down.

            Aunt Bessie, I think you should go home.

            Pink, why don't you help Aunt Bessie?

            Take her down to the corner for a cab.

 

BESSIE: What? What are you sayin? I got no money for a cab.

 

(ROSE goes to the sideboard, opens a draw and takes out some cash.  Goes to BESSIE and pushes into her hand still closed around her purse.)

 

ROSE: You heard me. 

            I think it's time for you to go. 

            This night has been long enough.

 

BESSIE: That how you talk to your aunt.

            To your mothers sister.

 

ROSE: Do you wanna take mom with you?

            (ROSE walks her mother towards her room.)

 

MARIAH: Just somethin to help me sleep.

 

BESSIE: Don't let em be rude to you Mariah. 

            You hear me. 

            Don't be rude to your mother.

 

ROSE: Good night Aunt Bess.

 

(BESSIE Leaves in a huff without a word .Pink sees her out.)

 

MARIAH: You won't leave me will you Rose. 

            You still need your mother, don't you? 

            You're not like Pink. 

            You never thought you was better than everybody. 

            Never pranced around with all them books

            tryin to make a show a yourself. 

            You un'erstood your mother. 

            You still need me, don't you Rose. 

            Don't you.

 

(Rose has led Mariah to the door of her room.)

 

ROSE:  No, ma. 

            I won't leave you. 

            Go lie down now.

 

MARIAH: I need to sleep, Rose. 

            I'm tired of wakin up.

 

ROSE: I know, ma. 

            I know.

 

MARIAH: Tired.

 

ROSE: Lie down. 

            Lie down.

 

(Rose goes back to the chair. 

She picks up the glass and studies it. 

Slowly, she lowers herself into Mariah's chair.

 She sees herself in the same position. 

Rose picks up the pillow and cradles it, then buries her face in it. 

Pink returns and startles Rose.)

 

 

PINK: Did you get her back to sleep?

 

ROSE: She's in the bed but she's not asleep.

 

PINK : She won't sleep now. 

            She slept all afternoon.

 

ROSE: So are you satisfied?

 

PINK: I'm sure she expected something

            and I'm sure there's something inside her that appreciates it.

 

(PINK starts clearing the coffee table and begins returning napkins and dishes to the sideboard.)

 

ROSE: Yeh, sure.

 

PINK: In fact, I think there's something that enjoys it,

            She just doesn't know how to say it. 

            The only trouble is your fault. 

            Getting on Aunt Bessie the way you did.

 

ROSE: She had it coming. 

            I don't like the way she gets on Ma. 

            Uses her to make herself feel good.

 

PINK: you could still be a bit more patient with her. 

            No need to get her all in a mood.

 

ROSE: You know as well as I do

            she'll be right back here tomorrow. 

            I don't know why, but she will. 

            Can't get rid of her if you try.

 

PINK: That because there is something inside her that is fundamentally good, Rose. 

            That what you don't understand. 

            It's just her way to be catty.

            But inside, underneath .

 

ROSE: Inside,

             underneath. 

            Who you kidding? 

            The only reason she keeps coming back is to play it over mom

            Because she has no place else to go. 

            Uncle Beaus passed out on the couch

            and who else does she know who would put up with her. 

            Aunt Bessie's stuck here the same as us. 

            It's either here or the bar or Uncle Beau

            and that's as good as the bad in either case. 

            Kills me the way she keeps talkin about his bad leg. 

            The only thing bad about his leg is that its hollow.  

            Phlebitis? 

            It's Seagram's that lays him out on the couch.

 

PINK: Why do you keep going on about that Rose? 

            Can you not once talk about anything

            without talking about drinking?

 

ROSE: Because that's all there is to talk about around here. 

            What else does anybody do that we know.

 

PINK: But it's the way it creeps into every conversation. 

            Don't you do other things don't you know other people?

 

ROSE: Frankly no. 

            Why bother? 

            It all comes home. 

            It all ends up right here. 

            You go out

            and the whole time your away you think that she might be out cold on the front step. 

            You meet someone and instead of seeing them all you can see is the look on her bleary eyes

            The look in her eyes finding fault with anyone or anything you may bring home.

            But I can live with it. 

            I don't expect anything else.

 

PINK: Well, I can't be that way. 

            I think there can be more. 

            I think ....

 

ROSE: When are you going to grow up Pink?          

 

PINK: Rose, that's enough.

 

ROSE: Tough to face isn't it but that's the truth and you know it.

 

PINK: That still doesn't mean you have to.

 

ROSE: Have to what? 

            Have to what?

 

PINK: Be crude about it.

 

ROSE: Crude? 

            Crude?   

            You think that guy you brought in here is coming back after the show he got. 

            Talk about crude.

 

PINK: I'm sure he just thought mom was not feeling well.

 

ROSE: Not feeling well? 

            Wake up Pinky!  

            Snaking  around the living room.

            Singing "Saint Louis Blues.."

            Trying to be something between Ethel Water and Josephine Baker...  

            She practically took her dress off in front of him.

 

PINK: Her age. 

            He could have thought she was senile.

 

ROSE: Senile? 

            When are you gonna face it Pink? 

            She made a pass at him.

 

PINK: I'm sure he didn't notice.

 

ROSE: Then why hasn't he called back? 

 

PINK: Hess been busy. 

            I know he had to go away for a while.

 

ROSE: Away for a while? 

            Like your other friends?

            None of em come back. 

            Why do you bring em here in the first place?

 

PINK: It's our home. 

            Why shouldn't I?

 

ROSE: Because it's not a home.

 

PINK: Enough, Rose.

 

ROSE: Was it our home when she brought in her strays from the bar?

             Was it our home every time she locked us out in the yard while they were in here with

            her? 

            Was it our home when them folks from social services came to take us away?        

 

PINK: The ugly side. 

            You always see the ugly side.

 

ROSE: Who are you kidding. 

            It's all game all part of your act.

            You need her to be on a  drunk

            You need her so that she needs you. 

            That why you bring your friends here.

            And you need her to scare away your friends

            Scare away the men

            That you're too scared to deal with.

            You bring them here so that she can scare them all away for you. 

 

PINK: That not true!

 

ROSE: Who you kiddin'?

            She's your excuse. 

            She's your excuse for being afraid to find someone.

            For being afraid of every man you ever met.

            You think you have to find some guy,

            some prince for your fairy tale

            because that's how it reads in your little book.            

           

PINK: Things just don't work out for me.

 

ROSE: Oh, they work. 

            They work just the way you want them to.

            (long beat. ROSE closes in on Pink.)

            It's not a man you want, is it Pink? 

            It's not a man. 

            I know.

            I know because I'm your sister.

            I know because I smell them too. 

            They stand within a foot of me and I can smell it on them. 

            They all smell of it.

            And it sickens my stomach. 

            They smell like her bedroom when we were kids. 

            They smell like the kitchen table where she gave them their morning coffee,

            They smell like the sofa where she put us to sleep.

            Their smell was all over

            All over the rooms.

 

PINK: You're talking like a fool. 

            Who remembers those days?

 

ROSE: Who remembers?
Who remembers?

            (beat)

            Who forgets?

 

PINK: I do. 

            I forget. 

            I forget because I don't need that in my life anymore. 

            I don't need to keep going over it the way you do. 

            (violently)

            I don't need it!

            I don't want it!

 

ROSE: You do need it!

            You do!

            You need it because that's all you know. 

            You need the shouts and screams to know where you are. 

            You want the hysteria

            You want the chaos. 

            You want it because that's the real world for you. 

            Yes,  it's the ugly side. 

            Because the ugly side is what we got.

            The ugly side is where we live.

            The ugly side is what we are.             

            And no music of opera....

            no hand painted card ......

            No world somewhere else

            is going to change it.

            We're not free

            As long as she's not free.

            And she has us bolted in.

 

PINK: But you can change if you want to.

            (Pink fingers the record. She holds it in front of her like a shield.) 

            You can try,

            You can make it better.

 

ROSE: But that's just it Pinky, you really don't try.

 

PINK: And what have you done? 

            What have you done ?

 

ROSE: I face who I am,

            what we are,

            where we live

            and what we have to live with. 

            You're colored Pink.

            You're a colored woman in white world'

            A negro.

            And this ain't no Paradise.  

            No Paradise, no matter how many records of angel voices you bring 'round here.

            No matter how loud you play your 'Ave Marias."

            It don't drown it out.   

            (beat)

            I know who I am.

 

PINK: And I know who I am

            and there's  more than this.

            There can be more!

 

ROSE: More than what? 

            You couldn't last five minutes outside this house.

 

PINK: Don't be ridiculous. 

            I'm a working woman

            and I can take care of myself in this world.

 

ROSE: A Colored working girl.

            Directory assistance and a ten minute bus ride.

 

PINK: It pays the bills.

 

ROSE: And I don't help.

 

PINK: Of course you do. 

            I didn't say..

 

ROSE: A least I don't pretend standing behind a lingerie counter is more than what it is.

            I'm a shop girl

            A Black shop girl who never finished high school

            (beat)

            Stop pretending Pink. 

            Grow up and stop pretending.

 

PINK: I'm not pretending. 

            Trying to see the good side is not pretending.

 

ROSE: Your whole life is pretending. 

            Even keeping her here and not sending her off to where she belongs is part of your pretending. 

 

PINK: Stop talking nonsense

 

ROSE: Nonsense?

            Nonsense?  -

            What would you do without her Pinky?

            What would you do? 

            She gives you all the parts you need to play. 

            You love being the martyr,

            you love the theatrics,

            the suffering. 

            You swallow it down like she does gin. 

            And that's not all you need. 

            That's not all.

            (beat)

            You think I don't hear you in the kitchen at night? 

            You think I don't notice the extra glass you leave in the sink,

            you think the small isn't on you just like it's on her?

 

PINK:(violently angry) 

            That not true and you know it. 

            I don't drink.

            I'll never drink. 

 

ROSE: Then what's that you've been sipping at night?

 

PINK: I don't drink. 

            I don't.

            It's not the same as drinking.  

            It just sometimes she makes me so worried I have a little something to help me sleep.

            It's to help me sleep that's all.

 

ROSE: Something to sleep.

            (Rose goes to the sideboard and holds the key in Pink's face.)

            That why you keep the bottle locked up. 

            Why's it even in the house? 

            For company?

            What company? 

            Who ever comes here? 

            Whets the key for Pink? 

            What's it for? 

            To keep it away from her or to save it just for you?

 

PINK: How can you say....?.

 

ROSE: Go ahead,

            buy your silly records,

            make your little cards and set your birthday tables. 

            But you're not fooling me.

            You may be fooling yourself. 

            Fooling yourself because you have to .

            But,, you're not fooling me. 

            It's in your blood and in mine too. 

 

PINK: You're cruel. 

            You're cruel. 

            (Pink cradles the record and  starts crying over- emotionally)

 

ROSE:  In your blood, Pink.

            In your blood.

            You're goin the same road, Pink.

            Bubblin' booze.

            Jumpin' gin.

            in you just like me

            (beat)

            just like her.

 

            And you know what? 

            She knows it. 

            She knows it and she's waiting. 

            Waiting to see you slumped in that chair beside her,

            waiting for you to mumble your half words to hers. 

            You'll be her company. 

            Her companion in the bottle.

            You know she doesn't like to drink alone.

            become just like her. 

            And that's what will make her happy. 

            That's what will satisfy her,

            knowing that you're right there with her. 

 

PINK: Cruel. 

            Cruel.

            Just like her.

            Every word from your mouth. 

            Small and mean,

            always finding fault. 

            Nothing but meanness. 

            You cut and you stab just like she does.

 

ROSE: Meanness.

            How can you call me mean?  

            You want her to be this way. 

            It gives you something to pay attention to. 

            We coulda had a life. 

            We coulda done something different. 

            But we didn't did we?  

            Not you. 

            Not me. 

            We shoulda left her in that place but we didn't.

            Were took her back. 

            Took her home because we wanted to

            because you wanted whatever sick thing it is that she makes you feel.

            (Brandishing the bottle.) 

            And you just keep locking yourself deeper inside it,

            covering it over with paper cards and pretty roses. 

            But you've never done anything. 

            Anything to get us out.

 

 PINK: I do try. 

            I do.

 

ROSE: You wanna get out. 

            Here. 

            Take it!

            take it!

            (Pushing the bottle in her face and then pouring out a drink.)

            You feed off each other like roaches feed off their own shit.

 

(Rose flings the liquor at the record album.)

 

 

            (Mariah appears from her room)

 

MARIAH: What's the racket out here? 

            Can't get no sleep with all this racket out here.

 

PINK: It's nothing,  Ma.

 

ROSE: I don't know why I bother. 

            It just keeps goin on. 

            And you won't get within a mile of the school.

            You set her up with another of your impossible ideas. 

            You work her into a state and once you've got her all worked up

            you back out of  you plans

            back out of whatever you're gonna do with some half baked excuse. 

 

MARIAH: (pointing to PINK)

            She's gonna leave me, Rose.

            She's gonna go off.

             I know it.

            Jus'  like your ol' man.

            Jus' like him. 

 

PINK: Get her to be quiet.

            (beat)

            Can't you get her to be quiet?

            (beat)

             Things happen,  Rose. 

            Things happen that don't always let your plans go the way you want them to.

 

MARIAH: I'm cold,  Rose. 

            I'm cold. 

            Help me sit down

 

(Rose helps Mariah to her chair but continues speaking to Pink.)

 

ROSE: They go just the way you want them to. 

            (semi beat)

            Get Mamma a blanket. 

            On the bed..

             in my room.

 

PINK: Fine.

            Fine

            Just get her to be quiet.

            (as she exits for the blanket)   

            I just want things to be nice.

            just for five minutes.

            five minutes.

            And I don't see you doing anything to make it better.

 

ROSE: (For once, ROSE is silenced. Then)

            Nice. 

            Everything nice. 

            (beat)

            Quiet.

            Just for once.

            Quiet.

 

(Pause)

 

ROSE (aside)

 

Once I saw a little girl in the park.

A little white girl.

I saw her fall from the swing

She fell and hurt her arms and knees.

There was blood on her. 

Blood washing around black rings of gravel and mud.

Red blood and black rings of gravel on her pale white skin.

Her mother was there.

And ran to her in an instant.

She held the little girl and covered her in kisses.

Again and again she kissed her face

and her elbows

and her knees.

Her little white face.

And when the little girl stopped crying

she carried her to the water fountain

And with the edge of her yellow summer dress,

the mother washed off the little girls cuts and bruises.

And her arms and knees were all white again.

When they went home I went to the same swing

I pumped myself as high as I could.

My feet raised above my head

and blocked the clouds and the sun

Then my face turned down and skimmed past the black mud beneath the swing.

Again and again ,

back and forth ,

up and down

And then in complete dizziness I flung myself forward.

Flung myself free

Flung myself into arms that were not waiting

Blood covered the ground where my head struck

the pain passed through my nose

and into my mouth

and throat

and lungs

I tasted the hurt in the core of my heart.

And the blood and the gravel covered my knees

My little brown  knees.

And scraped across my brow.

But no one came to me. 

No one saw me.

And so I sat alone and huddled

Curled into my knees

My little brown knees

And folded myself into my own arms.

 

(ROSE goes to her mother: She pours her a drink.  MARIAH Takes it and swallows fast.   There is a brief moment of exhilaration. )

 

MARIAH:I count on you, Rose. 

            I count on you to keep me goin. 

            You've always been the good one Rose. 

            If you wasn't there, what would I do?

            (Pause)

(Looks at her glass.)

            Its empty Rose. 

            It always gets empty so fast. 

            You don't wanna make your poor ma get up. 

            Will you take care of me Rose? 

            Don't make me get up no more.

            ( She holds out the glass.)

 

ROSE: Sure, Ma.

 

MARIAH: I'm so tired Rose, ya know. 

            If you could just take somethin to go to sleep.

            I jus' wanna sleep.

 

ROSE: Yeh, ma.

 

MARIAH:  I jus' wanna sleep,

            but I keep wakin up. 

            (Beat)

             Fix my chair first, will ya, baby?

            (Beat)

            Fix this pillow.

            Ya got a blanket?

            Cover me.

            Cover me.

            I got a chill.

            Something so that I could go to sleep.

            I jus' wanna sleep

            I's so tired.

 

(ROSE draws the pillow from behind her mother.)

 

ROSE: You tired, ma?

 

MARIAH: Yeh, Baby.

            I need to get some sleep. 

            I get so tired wakin up.

            Wakin up

            Why?

            For what?

            I jus' wanna sleep.

            A good night of sleep;

            (beat)  

            Help me get some sleep.

            (She holds out the glass.)

            I'm tired of waking up.

            Tired.

            (beat)

            I let me hear that song again..

            You know....

            (she sings)
"don't know why,

            there are clouds up in the sky...

            stormy weather......"

 

( ROSE  still has the pillow in her hand.

She takes the glass and walks with the pillow to the sideboard. 

She puts the pillow down on the sideboard and next to it the glass. 

ROSE  fills the glass. 

She picks up the glass then puts it down.

She goes to the record player and resets the arm.  The music begins softly.  It is Marian Anderson's "Ave Maria."

ROSE goes back to the glass.

She fills it.

She drinks.

ROSE  picks up the pillow and returns to the chair.

There is a coverlet on the chair.

ROSE  puts the coverlet over her mother.

As MARIAH mumbles something inaudible, ROSE puts the pillow over MARIAH's face. 

MARIAH struggles but only for a moment.

ROSE removes the pillow.

ROSE kisses her mother on the forehead.

PINK enters. 

She sees that MARIAH is still.)

 

PINK: Did she fall asleep already?

 

ROSE: (Very softly as she strokes her mother's hair)

            Yeh.

            She's asleep.

            (beat)

            Asleep.

 

(PINK sits silently in the chair next to her mother. )

 

(Lights dim slowly as the music continues.)
 

 

 

 

[1] In Philadelphia row homes there is a small entry way at the front door that has another door before you enter the parlor of the house.  It was used to keep the cold from entering.  In our time, where the floors of row homes have been divided into individual apartments, it is the entry space where you find the individual mailboxes and the entry buzzer.)

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